Friday, July 28, 2000

Future boyfriend?? help!?

Sooo, I've been talking to this guy for a while now, and, we both know that we're seriously into each other. He's come over and we've held hands, cuddled and cute stuff like that. We haven't kissed yet though, and, we don't plan on having sex together. He told me that he wants me to be his girlfriend, but, he didn't ASK me to. But see, the only thing I'm nervous about are the rumors that may start up. He's only 3 years older. He's 18 and I'm 15. We've talked about sex and stuff and he said he'd done it before, but he seriously regrets it and wish he could take it back. He's got the guilt factor goin' on and such. We make each other so beyond happy and we're like, best friends. We can act like a couple, but really good buddies all at once. My friends have told me that we are like, the only couple that isn't awkward to be around in a group. He's going away to college in the fall though, and, I don't want to start something and then have him leave. Every time I bring up the fact that he'll be leaving soon, he gets all depressed and whatnot and kind of refuses to talk about it. He's the sweetest guy I've ever met and I know I'm truly blessed to know him, I'm just stuck in a situation where I don't know how to proceed...

Answer on Future boyfriend?? help!?

Against the law if you have sex, he will be arrested
Maybe if your a bit older getting with him,you don't really know whats he like
Try and get to know him a bit more like hang out